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Comment on 6 Weeks Later… by Estara

Estara — Mon, 06 Apr 2009 20:53:59 +0000

I read your news when you commented on my Estara picture, but then as now I’m left speechless, mostly. My mother’s 75th birthday is coming up in a month. The health of both my parents seems okay but they’ve been to the doctors much more often this last year.

I can’t feel what you’re feeling and have felt. I haven’t lived through that yet. I would like to say that I think of you and that I’ll read your posts even when I’m ashamed that my reactions are inadequate. I believe you will find another way. I’m not sure I could say the same if all of this had happened to me.

I’m out here anyway, unless my eye sight gives out completely, which is unlikely.

*hugs-in-thought*

Comment on 6 Weeks Later… by dell

dell — Tue, 24 Feb 2009 01:37:11 +0000

by Christinia
If only it were so simple,
to cruise through life smelling roses;
but the obstacles blacken the countryside,
and we unwittingly crush them beneath our boots.

Dreams sustain us through the madness;
goals give a finish line to our race.
Yet they change with every turn, around every wall,
and remain elusive throughout the quest.

Mistakes are made, and regrets are our luggage;
we will drag them with us to slow us down.
The victories are flashes of light, sudden and unlasting, which allow us
to glimpse the road ahead before darkness descends.

Love is bitter, yet it is the bread that keeps us.
Over and over it fills us up, only to starve us.
The people whom we love shape our destinies and our strengths,
yet leave us cold and alone in the darkness.

There are others trying to race to the end;
occasionally, we bump into one or two.
The bonds we form help us down the path less lonely
but eventually, we lose each other in the darkness.

Alone is not a bad way to be;
it clears your head and focuses you on the journey.
Cherish the short intervals during the quest you have with others,
but be prepared to walk alone in the darkness.

Just keep moveing forward sash.
when the time is right i have a book for ya to read drop me a line and ill send it to ya
for one more day by mich Albom
the poem is dark but i find it sums up my life for the last 2 years
when ya finish your resume send it to Sweetwater you never know you might get a hit
Dell

Comment on I’m quite certain that this year is the worst yet. by dell

dell — Thu, 22 Jan 2009 23:02:39 +0000

well sash you are wrong i still read your blog.
even thoe i dont have home phone or internet yes i had to cut costs.
so i drive around town and look for unscure wyfi with my lap top on my dash.
we have no pubic wyfi in town with is 12 miles away i found this docs office with unscure network so i pull up and cob banwith so its much easyer to call.
Work is so slow i tell ya i would go insane if i didnot have to get up and go to work i mean bonkers i dont know if you got the pic i send to your phone my frist grand kid. her name is breanna
my kid that in the airforce is geting a devorce you want the best for them her failed marrage is going to be a ruff one they are spiten up the common propty atm to tell ya what a ass he is he wants back all the birthday and xmas gifts back for the last 5 years
enuff of my jerkwater usa life. lets get down to you.
you have all the right in the world to get depressed butt dont let it rule your life.
just rember depression is just a word you just take a breath and say to your self i dont need that any more.thats how i quit smokeing lost 33 pounds in 30day just do it
i would rather see your pitbull side which you might need when you deal with your brother.
my biges fear is that you will curl up in a little ball in your moms room and not come out for a week. thats the kind of person that gets taken advanage of gets the sort end of the stick ect.
work they going to have a hard time replaceing you work to manny hours and have no time for yourself so after they relize how much work load you did they replace you with 2 people. but you would feel the loss of your job more than you let on i see it.
I have been told manny times never belived it till my wife left you only see the good in people and i see the the person underneath the callous cold prosonna that you show the world thats y i care thats y i read your blog thats y i call ya

the door is allwas open for you
dell